Complicated and imperfect.

Nope, not Los Angeles. Liam Asuncion. My boyfriend, and soon-to-be-husband. I love him. We’ve been together for along time. He’s the father of our daughter. We spend everyday together. He makes me laugh with his cutest jokes and makes me smile when he smiles. Mmm, he smells so goood. All the time. He protects, especially since I’m carrying a baby in my tummy. He makes the best chocolate chip pancakes in the world. We get into a lot of arguements. But hey, we aren’t perfect! He’s the best & I don’t want to loose him.

My birthday is in 54 days. I’m excited. I’ll be turning __ years old. I’m just happy that I won’t be pregnant during my birthday but, I have to keep her close to me. I think I’m just going to have a small dinner/party with the family and some friends. Ahh! I’m happy that me & Justin Bieber have the same birthday. How awesome is that?! (:

The other day, I went to the hospital. I was having some pains in my stomach. I thought Desirey was gonna get out, but I was totally wrong. I haven’t been eating a lot which made the baby hungry so I had to eat. A loooot. I spent the whole night there. Liam had to miss work just to take care of me. ♥ My mom, Brian, and sisters visited me. Kylie and Leah made me a get well card. How niceeee. Yesterday, I left the hospital. The baby was kicking a lot and I thought it was time! — I was wrong, again. Liam has been at my house just to make sure I’m fine. My mom and Brian said it was okay to let him stay in my room since we already did it, so they trust him now. I cannot wait to see my baby. ♥♥♥♥

I doubt you’d see this. I know you’re such a busy boy, but I really wish you’d talk to me. Do you mind following me on Twitter: @withlovekristen? (: I would really really really appreciate it. I love you. I love your smile. Your laugh. Your hair. Your style. Your voice. Your eyes. Your lips. The way you dance. Your songs. It makes me melt inside and out. Can you teach me how to dougie? You have 6 million followers and you follow 100,000+. I want you to follow me so badly. I want to talk to you. Have a normal conversation and tell each other stuff. I would so love that. I’m seriously in love with you. YOU. The only thing missing is you. In my life. I think about you a lot. I dream about you. I always listen to your music. I have a lot of posters of you in my room. I have your book. I have all your CD’s. My little sisters call me obsessed. I believe its true! I went to almost all your concerts but, when I got pregnant I had to stop going to your concerts. I want to meet you. Whenever I watch a video of you, I always smile. U Smile, I smile. BUT. Whenever I see girls in your videos with you.. I cry. YES, I CRY. I sometimes think, “wow, I really wish that was me..” I remember one day, I just burst into tears at school. People asked me whats wrong. I said, “I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER SOOOO MUCH BUT HE’LL NEVER NOTICE ME”. Yeah, I’m so weird. I’m.. Obsessed. <3 I get mad when people are like “Justin is gay.” Say that to face, and you’ll get yelled at- cussed at- and slapped. No lie. JUSTIN IS NOT GAY! Haters these days. Well, you know what they say.. Haters gone hate. I also get mad when I see my friends and they have Bieber Fever like me.. I don’t know why.. Jealousy? Maybe. I get really mad when my guy friends are like “Kristen, get a freaking life. He’ll never notice you.” In my head, I say.. #NEVERSAYNEVER. He’ll follow me/RT me/talk to me, someday. I hope it’ll be today.. tomorrow.. or next week.. I’M A TRUE BELIEBER AND I HAVE BIEBER FEVER. 

Love always, 

Kristen Angela Manabat(:

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER JUSTIN DREW BIEBER: twitter.com/withlovekristen